I care about him…

Yes…that's what Brian said to Jennifer. Brian was finally able to show how he cared for Justin, how he loved Justin and he was finally allowing himself to be vulnerable…only to be reminded how unworthy of love he really is.

When at the last second, Brian turned around before leaving…he was just about to say something, then stopped and handed Jennifer the ball. The look on Brian's face was just heartbreaking. I can't help but cry whenever I watch this.

I get that Jennifer was looking out for her son, I think the best she could. But the circumstances that led up to the bashing were not Brian's fault. It was inevitable that someone as hateful and vengeful as CH, would have attacked Justin. Who knows if it would have been that night? If it was, then Brian was the reason Justin didn't die. Right?

SONG: No More Good Guys ~ by Skindive

I died today,
but I'm still breathing,
bleeding,
for now,
I'm broken.

You left me here,
Capsized and sinking,
thinking, right now,
there's no more good guys.

You left me standing here,
alone and colder,
I hope that some day soon,
the pain inside will stop.

You died today,
but you're still breathing,
in my mind,
that is,
there's no more good guys.

You left me standing here,
alone and colder,
I hope that some day soon,
the pain inside will stop
I hoped you'd see me,
I hoped you'd understand,
Or crucify me for my failings,
my cruel ambition,
hardly justified,
and the pain inside will ... stop.